Friday, May 8, 2009

I'm tired

I'm tired:

Of being there for everyone, but only a few who can successfully be there for me

Of trying to hold myself together so that everyone else is ok

always getting hurt because big hearts break easily

Never being able to express my true feelings

Being a doormat

Being the one that knows everyone's secrets

Being mad at people that could care less about me

The one thats always crying

of complaining

letting the devil's interference overcloud me

Letting people dominate me

People belittling my emotions

Being out casted because of my maturity

Letting people still my joy

Being the one with common sense

being the role model

Solving everyone's problems

I'm Tired of it....but this is who I am the good & the bad. I can't change even if i wanted to. The devil tries to make it seem like i can't handle these attributes, but God specifically made me for them.

1 Comments:

At May 9, 2009 at 7:02 AM , Blogger Nersh™ said...

I would say don't get tired, get angry, but that's not what a Ruby would do...hang in there miss I love you!

 

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